Hari Nad@Kantin Sran 2012 :D

Assalamualaikum,,,,,,,

Last week, my primary school, SRAN held a canteen day.

and I went there, as a teacher in An-Najaah Kindergarten@tadika.
wait,,,,
teacher?????
yup i can be considered as a teacher. after all, they called me 'cikgu'. (^.^)

 gabungan dua kelas budak 4 tahun

suddenly they behave well in front of the camera. good kids,,,,,,,

meet niyaz, the smallest among the smallest

the girls :)

from left (muaz, nabil, hazim)

time diorang berebut nak masuk picture =.="

this is aiman, the charming kid.

he smiles sweetly *ceewah

line up !

i considered this as a hard work, getting them lining up.

phewww

and this is imran.

he's cute, a lil bit difficult but i found him easier to be taught these days. (^^,)

and the primary school boys,, playing video games?????

well,, it's non academic period.

~(^.^)~

ustaz ali, he looks very happy in this day.

meet arif !

he is an intelligent 4 years old boy.

very clever,,,,,,(= =,) 

nadheer and nabil,  ustaz ali juniors. 

Kanak2 yang bahagia bermain ~~~~~~

arif dan abang.

muka nak dekat sama,,,,,,, heee

after buying things,,,,,,,

balik!

waiting for their parents,,

it is a wonderful experience for me, getting to know them,,,,

i made some observation, and one of the fact that i discovered is:

~ Masa paling syahdu bagi murid-muridku adalah pada waktu pagi, semasa ditinggalkan ibu bapa di tadika~

tapi diorang tetap comel di hatiku. <3

Wassalam,,

A Day Out with Cekgu Noor to Penang (not on island):D ~

assalamualaikum,,,,

yesterday i went out with cekgu noor. actually i need to go back to my previous college to settle some stuff there. i met dayang and lyndaz det too ~~~ we said our final farewell *kesobs  (*.*)

we travelled by bus as our sole transport. from transnasional shahab perdana to rapid butterworth to  college then aucms bus hostel to kompleks kailan. then again rapid kepala batas to butterworth to sunway carnival mall !

at first we planned to eat at sushi king, but the waiting line is extremely long because they got a special promotion. so we decided to eat at sakae sushi.

this is the first time i enter this restaurant so i am still not used to it's surrounding. but we had fun there ! they even had hot water tap at every table~

so this is some pictures we snapped,,,,

ramen and sushi

my dinner set.. 

makan !

 cekgu noor  !

wasabi.. seems harmless but.....

flower flower (bungee2)

 someone bought some stuff from etude house

BB cream,,,,

actually the main reason this stuff had been bought is 

i reached my home at 9 pm. what a day !

wassalam,,,

  

Writing Entry Using the Ipad for the FIrst Time. Ohoh

Assalamualaikum,,,,, As you can see from the title above, this entry is made using an ipad. What is so special about it? First, it's freeeeeeeee Second, it's an ipad, of course. An acquaintance of my mom gave it to her last year. My mom's rezeki is very murah,,, Before this, she got a galaxy ace, an android phone from another acquaintance of hers. She also got a nokia N8 from other people. What a luck ! I am on my holiday right now, from july to september and after that, ireland , here i come !!!! I don't want this holiday to be the same like before, wasting time by sleeping and sleeping and comics and kpop and back to sleeping. I want a productive time ! Tomorrow i'll be going to bertam to settle my previous accommodation there, just checking out with cekgu noor. I've been going out with her lately and we are becoming closer than ever. We got a loooooooooooooong history together. Today i went out with her to my beloved primary school, SRAN because she is searching for a job as a teacher. So, i am planning to spend my time there too as a volunteer to help if the school need some hands.Then we went to alor star mall, wandering around together. She is a good friend and i hope that i will not be losing her. I said this because recently i lose some of my good friends. We fought using silent treatments. Hey, this is how a girl fight! i will stil be meeting them but i knew that it will never be the same as before. So this cekgu noor, please stay with me, always. *bajet kapel la pulak~ Wassalam,,,,

My Beloved School

Assalamualaikum w.b.t ......

i went to a private school for my primary education. when i said private school, people will imagine a distinguished international school. but actually, it is far from that. it was an old building with less facilies compared to government school. some people even called it 'usang'. well... people do judge a book by its' cover.

i went there yesterday with some friends. i miss my ol' school. i don't know what to expect there. the first person that we met is teacher faegah, our principal. then we met ustaz ali, her husband a.k.a our school advisor.  then we met their son, who helps teaching the student. we talked, reminiscing the old days when we were kids,,,, :D

                                                             Ustaz Ali and the guys

the primary school is situated in the same area with the kindergarten. yes, kindergarten. it is one of its unique characteristic. ustaz ali lead us to the room where those little kids gathered. he introduced us to them, telling good stuff about us. he made us their idol. well, they are in the age of making adults as their idols. so, we really need to give them good examples. they recited surah Ar-Rahman. i'm very proud of them... :-))

this school is very special for me. a had lots of memories there.. a place to seek for real knowledge, not mere exam syllabus. the sincere appreciation given to us when visiting to this school really touched my heart.

                                                   Little children who recite Al-Quran

I am looking forward to come here again. (^.^)

wassalam..

Earthquake April 2012- A Prologue

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,,,

there was an earthquake happened just now during Asar prayer, I was praying, then I felt like my body wavered a little bit, like, when we are khusyu' in dhikr, we rocked our body. at first I thought that I was just exhausted from the house work. then, I opened the twitter and facebook, and of course, everybody were talking about it. the first quake were very mild that some people will barely noticed it.

but the second earthquake.................

I was surfing the web, when the second earthquake occur. like the first one, I thought that I was having a headache or something but when I focused my attention, I realized that it is the second earthquake. well, Malaysia is a very safe country. we are outside the Pacific fire ring, or whatever people called it. so we barely have an earthquake or something like that. experiencing this rare earthquake is quite shocking. this time, it was more significant. it felt like rocking a baby on his cradle and it happened for a longer period of time. although it was still considered as mild, it still scares me.

many thoughts came into my mind. what if the building collapsed? what if the earthquake become stronger? what if I can't see my tomorrow? or other's tomorrow? what if......what if......

I became scared, I became terrified. I feel alone,,,,,,

until.....

I heard a knock on my door, and there was my mom, holding a cup of hot sweet tea, smiling at me. she held the cup towards me, still smiling. I took the cup, smiled, and closed the door. sipping the hot tea, I feel much relieved.
sometimes we don't need to say anything to show people how we feel.

who can expect that a cup of tea can make a person feel loved and contented............

(^_^)

wassalam...

adikku

Assalamualaikum,,,

brother, i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i really really really really really miss u soo much.
betul cakap orang, bila dah kehilangan baru nak hargai.
dulu layan macam nak tak nak je
i treat u awfully, i have to admit,
thank God, the event, what we need to go through together make us stronger and started to rely on each other,
betul la semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. kita hanya perlu mengambil waktu untuk berfikir, bukan melatah.
growing up making us matured enough to know what is right or wrong, and stick to our principal
you are making me proud... until now... and forever..
mom really misses you, u knew that right? that she loves you more than me
it's fine by me, u really deserve her love and care

i'm not a perfect person,
i have flaws, a lot of them. that sometimes i am ashamed of myself, of my mistakes.
i am ashamed to face Allah because my sins is too much for me to bear,
keep praying to be a better person than who i am now,
and be a faithful and thankful creation of Him,
ya Allah,,,, please forgive all the sins of my past and future,
please open my heart for You, please open my heart to work hard for obtaining Your love and mercy,
ya Allah,,, only You know the darkness in my heart, please give it Your guidance,
please forgive my ugly heart.... please forgive me ya Allah...
ameen ya Rabbal 'alameen......

i have to always remember, that this dunya will be over in the blink of eyes.
i have to remind myself not to be blinded by it's artificial beauty.

oh brother,,,,,, may Allah take care of you wherever you are,
please be patient, we will join you
soon...

may us be among the soleheen and mujahideen..
ameen ya Rabbal 'alameen...

Words of my Friday- Feb 2012.

Assalam..

bila tengok blog orang lain post entry pasal 'wordless day', ak pun nak post jugak.  so mengikut pemahaman aku, 'wordless' entry ni akan dibuat bila orang takde menda bermanfaat untuk ditulis. senang cakap, membebel..

aku adalah seorang yang emo. orang yang dekat dengan aku je sedar fakta ni. sangat terharu bila ada jugak orang yang boleh terima aku seadanya.. especially mak aku. to mama... i'm sorry for always making you feel worried and sad. thanks for your bebelan.. oops.. NASIHAT ye.. omma, saranghae~~  <3 :')

kalau mama tak membebel memang menjadi-jadi la dark side@sisi gelapku (waaah over jek).

ladies memang sangat terpengaruh dengan emosi. kadang benda kecik pun boleh jadi besar. don't blame us. bukan kitorang pilih untuk feelin2 touching ni. da sentap nak buat cenna... :(

emosi patut dikawal, yes i agree. so, orang sekeliling pun kena bagi sokongan,, and do something to make them better. especially time pms. paham tak term ni? nak aku explain lagi ke? xmo

aku selalu buat mistakes yang membuatkan aku rasa terrible at the end. aku selalu cakap tanpa fikir.. i always smile when my heart is hurting.. covering my real emotions. i even let myself being bullied mentally... and it feels terrible. aku terlalu obses dalam menjaga hati orang.

you think i'm a nice person? never, ever think that way.

i'm still strugling to find my identity.

bila tengok orang kapel... seriously tak best dan tak menarik.
tapi bila tengok drama orang yang bercinta lepas kahwin... awww.. sweet gilaa. walaupun hero tengah menggatal tapi still, menggatal dengan bini kan.. takpe... :D
so bagus la televisyen akhir-akhir ni tunjuk drama macam ni, menggalakkan para remaja kahwin awal. good..
me? ......................................................
calon pun takde :( sobs2....
bagus la jugak, ak pun tak plan kahwin awal.
minimum duration, 5 years,, after my studies..
Allah knows best...

ciri2 bakal suami?
Allah knows what best for me..
(^.^)

okay aku dah habis membebel

wassalam,,,