Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Earthquake April 2012- A Prologue

Posted by Zhakieya Haenim at 6:56 AM 0 comments
Assalamualaikum w.b.t,,,

there was an earthquake happened just now during Asar prayer, I was praying, then I felt like my body wavered a little bit, like, when we are khusyu' in dhikr, we rocked our body. at first I thought that I was just exhausted from the house work. then, I opened the twitter and facebook, and of course, everybody were talking about it. the first quake were very mild that some people will barely noticed it.

but the second earthquake.................

I was surfing the web, when the second earthquake occur. like the first one, I thought that I was having a headache or something but when I focused my attention, I realized that it is the second earthquake. well, Malaysia is a very safe country. we are outside the Pacific fire ring, or whatever people called it. so we barely have an earthquake or something like that. experiencing this rare earthquake is quite shocking. this time, it was more significant. it felt like rocking a baby on his cradle and it happened for a longer period of time. although it was still considered as mild, it still scares me.

many thoughts came into my mind. what if the building collapsed? what if the earthquake become stronger? what if I can't see my tomorrow? or other's tomorrow? what if......what if......

I became scared, I became terrified. I feel alone,,,,,,

until.....

I heard a knock on my door, and there was my mom, holding a cup of hot sweet tea, smiling at me. she held the cup towards me, still smiling. I took the cup, smiled, and closed the door. sipping the hot tea, I feel much relieved.
sometimes we don't need to say anything to show people how we feel.

who can expect that a cup of tea can make a person feel loved and contented............



(^_^)

wassalam...

Sunday, April 1, 2012

adikku

Posted by Zhakieya Haenim at 7:12 AM 0 comments
Assalamualaikum,,,

brother, i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i really really really really really miss u soo much.
betul cakap orang, bila dah kehilangan baru nak hargai.
dulu layan macam nak tak nak je
i treat u awfully, i have to admit,
thank God, the event, what we need to go through together make us stronger and started to rely on each other,
betul la semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. kita hanya perlu mengambil waktu untuk berfikir, bukan melatah.
growing up making us matured enough to know what is right or wrong, and stick to our principal
you are making me proud... until now... and forever..
mom really misses you, u knew that right? that she loves you more than me
it's fine by me, u really deserve her love and care

i'm not a perfect person,
i have flaws, a lot of them. that sometimes i am ashamed of myself, of my mistakes.
i am ashamed to face Allah because my sins is too much for me to bear,
keep praying to be a better person than who i am now,
and be a faithful and thankful creation of Him,
ya Allah,,,, please forgive all the sins of my past and future,
please open my heart for You, please open my heart to work hard for obtaining Your love and mercy,
ya Allah,,, only You know the darkness in my heart, please give it Your guidance,
please forgive my ugly heart.... please forgive me ya Allah...
ameen ya Rabbal 'alameen......

i have to always remember, that this dunya will be over in the blink of eyes.
i have to remind myself not to be blinded by it's artificial beauty.

oh brother,,,,,, may Allah take care of you wherever you are,
please be patient, we will join you
soon...

may us be among the soleheen and mujahideen..
ameen ya Rabbal 'alameen...
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