What is My Life Goal?

Assalamualaikum..

Next week will be my final exam. I'm studying but I know I can do more. Work harder baby! (cheering on myself)

When we do something, we must have a goal. When we do something without a goal, seriously, why do you do that in the first place??

And as a muslim, my first nawaitu, intention, must be 'lillah', because of Allah.

For me, yes, because of Allah, but to make me able to get the vision, I need to be more specific.

Why do I study medicine, for what purpose am I wanting to pass the exam?

Specific.....

I want to be a good muslimah doctor, helping people who get injured, or sick, or unhealthy inside and outside,

I want to be an activist, become the voice of people who are being oppressed,

I want to be a good mother, so that I can raise a better human than myself, who loves Allah more than other else,

I want to raise money so that I can take care of my family, and help the poor,

I want to show to the world that Islam is a true religion, the perfect way of life, it is nothing than what they imagine. Islam is peace, Islam is harmony, Islam is happiness.

I want to become a doctor, an activist, a dai'e, a mother, and.... a servant of Him.

All these things, is just solely 'lillah'.

May my intention stays till the end.

Seeru 'ala barakatillah. <3

How My Blog Has Been Neglected for Years

Assalamualaikum,

Hi there. Well, I decided to make blogging my new hobby. This means that I will write and post new entry frequently.

Why? I just want to compile my memories because I'm a very forgetful person. Like seriously.

My exam will be next week. And I am like, soo unprepared.

I seriously don't know what to do. Nak study tapi cepat distracted. Asyik nak lagha je.......

Takut jugak. Takut fail lagi. Tapi usaha tak kemana.

Rabbi yassir wa la tu'assir

Bismillah....