ALOR STAR MALL DAN KOREA...

Assalam,,,

tadi aku pergi alor star mall dengan family aku. kitorang pergi bahagian baju.. shoping2 sikit. 

dan first time aku enjoy berada kat mall tu..

why?

sebab lagu korea berkumandang di speaker mall..

so memang macam orang tak betul tadi

nyanyi2 sikit.. sikit je.. (=^o^=)

bila nak turun bawah baru rasa pelik

kenapa semua lagu korea?

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sebab 

sekarang ada festival korea

kalau nak datang boleh lagi... sempat2..

aku nampak sign Lotte.
waaah... aku suka iklan dia..
'so i'm loving you'
lalalalala... (^o^)
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lepas tu aku sampai tempat promosi
waaaah!
ottoke~
aku beli something as a souvenir

hyun bin oppa~ <3
secara jujurnya.. aku tak tahu baca tulisan korea
dan aku tak tahu ni air apa.. (*.*)
aku just beli sebab ada muka hyun bin.. *tak waras
sampai sekarang aku tak minum lagi air tu
kejap2
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aku rasa air tu sikit
rasa dia pelik
so aku cari iklan hyun bin kat youtube dan jumpa ni

okay,,, corn tea (oksusu tea)
(^.^")
0 calorie... that's good
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teh jagung???
menatang apa tu?
well... korang patut rasa..
jom pegi alor star!
(^.^)

kejap2 nak promot anak kucing baru
my dearest mom kutip kat pasar ikan
panggil je zizi
mula2 pasif
lama2 nakal
sekarang dia kena kurung kat toilet
don't blame me

meow2....

Wassalam................

KEMBARA KE PULAU DAYANG BUNTING (LAGI...)

Assalam,,,

Khamis lepas aku dengan family pergi Pulau Langkawi untuk kali yang ke,,, err.. tidak terkira yaaa....

dan hari ini(sabtu) kitorang pergi Tasek Dayang Bunting untuk kali ke 3. 

ya! kali ke 3.
sebelum ni ada dah ada entry pasal tempat ni..

 persoalannya, seronok sangat ke sampai macam obses nak pergi tempat tu?

nak buat macam mana, dah takdir aku pergi tempat tu 3 kali(pasrah).

tapi kan,, setiap kali pergi, pengalaman memang berbeza lah. 

sebab,, kali ni kitorang meredah hujan.

so kalau masih berbelah bahagi nak mandi tasek ke tak,

 terus konfiden sebab memang kalau tak terjun tasek pun dah basah kuyup

oukay,, gambar bawah ni kolam budak2.. 

kalau tak berani mandi tasik yang dalam tu boleh la mandi kat sini.

ni pula gambar jeti dia..

ni view dari Pulau Dayang Bunting 

oleh sebab pulau-pulau sekeliling cantik gila (Subhanallah..).

so i just can't stop from taking picturessss

gambar ni tangkap waktu aku atas bot..

lepas tu kitorang pergi Pulau Singa..

tempat yang banyak helang

priceless!

oleh sebab nak bagi nampak helang nya so gambar ni besar sikit ye,, sikiiiiit

gambar ni pula Pulau Beras Basah

biasa2 je

air dia jernih sampai boleh nampak ikan kecik2

kalau rasa nak mandi air masin sila2 ye..

  

dalam perjalanan pulang,

pak cik bot bagi kesempatan kat kitorang tengok cruise yang sedang berlabuh di Awana Porto Malai

dekat dengan jeti.

aku tak pernah naik cruise ;(

jadi sangat teruja! (wow)

boleh tak, nak cerita pasal hotel?

pictures described thousands of words..

nice!

 they provided breakfast, lunch and dinner~

okey sekarang nak tunjuk cokelat pulak. sikit je ni.. 

itu pun orang minta tolong belikan

  

ada satu chocolate yang special dalam ni,,, 

sebab pertama

aku ada baca blog seseorang ni

dia cerita yang kawan dia baru balik dari Australia

dan hadiahkan dia chocolate

macam ni la rupa dia

mungkin flavour lain

sebab kat kedai tu dia letak tag "Australian Chocolate"

so,, tak payah pergi Australia, Pulau Langkawi pun ada~~~~

sebab kedua

ni hadiah besday jiran aku

selepas makeover...

lagi buruk ada la (-,-)...

Wassalam,,,

WORDS ABOUT WORLD

Assalamualaikum,,

i havent posted anything for quite a long time. my life has been quite rough lately and i almost give up. a lot of questions that appear without answer come to me. sometimes it is better to leave something the way it is.

everything that happened to me reveals the true colours of our world. this world we are living now,, is nothing.

we can have a dream.. 

we can dream big..

having a successful life and a happy family, getting rich and gain influences,

having the cliche "live happily forever after"

 you have the right to keep dreaming

to be the most beautiful woman in the world

or to become the smartest man ever exist

yes you can.

the question is,

what you have to sacrifice to get what you want?

will you lose someone you love in your journey to success?

will you live until the day you achieve your success?

are you sure that nothing will happen to you and you are still breathing tomorrow?

the hereafter,

the place where we live forever,

is more important than the world we are living now,

but we always forget about it.

we are suppose to be a good person

getting a lot of hasanah,

rewards that we can't see but we can feel  

ya Allah,,,,

please forgive our mistakes

guide us to the right direction

protect us from evil harm

please give what best for us

thank You for all Your blessings 

 thank You for all the tests 

and thank You for all Your love...

Ameen ya Rabbal 'Alamin.

Wassalam,,, (^^)//

AL-FATIHAH 4 IHSAN

Assalam,,,

today, i was shocked by the news about the death of my class president during my time in mjsc taiping... he got brain tumour stage 4. nobody realized about it until last friday.  it was so sudden,, nobody was prepared for it.

he was the best class president we ever had.

all the memories will be kept in our heart.

all the laughters, tears, frowns, smiles and fights,, all became the sweetest memories.

"tears don't fall",,, 

a phrase he used in his journal, a title of a song. something that touched my heart.

may Allah bless him. may he be among the Solehin,, the Mujahideen,, 

for all the people who love him, shower him with all your du'a. 

please be strong and prepare ourseves for the hereafter, as it becomes nearer to us day by day.

his lost are truly felt. 

a special person and a hardworking student.

a keen president.

(the most left)

Al-Fatihah   

2 Years Old Yuyue

Assalamualaikum,,,

i just came back from my college. spending my time with my family in the living room and watching the news.

i haven't watch any news for a long time,,, and a news stung my heart.

it is about a little girl in china.... she was run by a van outside her family's shop. the van did stop for a while, then it ran away, crushing the poor girl again. what angered me is there are at least 18 people passing by that child but they ignored her. YES. ignored her,, and another vehicle come and crushed her leg. hasn't she had enough???

finally a trash collector came and help her. but it was too late... she cannot be saved because of major head injury. 

what happen to the world? it is getting scarier from time to time,, humans are turning into monstrous creatures. 

is there still hope for us? is there any love and compassion left? 

we are not living in this world forever. everybody will meet death......

believe in hereafter and try to be successful there. at least we should try...

may she rest in peace

Wassalam,,,

Al-Fatihah For My Beloved,,,

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,,,,,,

Dear,,
i remembered the day you was born,,
i am a small kid and you are a little baby,,
i told everyone to call you Din

we fought a lot ,,
i know i was mean,,
it is the envy of a child to her younger brother,,
who is loved more than her..
and still loved more..

we grow and become more matured,,,
i'm not against you anymore,,
i started to like the fact that i have a brother..
a good-looking one,, and kind

I love you.. and i never say it :(

thank you for your deed,,
thank you for your love,,
and thank you for your existence..

ya Allah,,
thank you for giving him to us,,
please protect and care for him..
may mom, zahra and i met you in Jannah..

Ameen ya Rabbal a'lameen..

he come full of loves,,
and he leaves with more loves,,

God bless him,,,

Al-Fatihah

to: Mohd Zahiruddin bin Zakaria.
     30 Sept 2011

Losing My Humanity...

Assalam,,,

recently i feel that my life is lack of something. it is hard to describe it. 

naaah...it is pretty easy. actually i feel that i am lack of emotion. yeah. E.M.O.T.I.O.N...

 i can't feel strong emotion. i mean,,, i can show it but i definitely can't feel it.

and it caused me to ignore the world outside. i prefer staying home, alone,, doing things that i want.

i am trying to understand myself.....

maybe my brain started to reject any strong feeling and prefer to be in the safe zone. 

is this really what i want? i am not sure.

  there are some people that i tend to avoid .

so for the time being... my brain setting mode is "Avoiding" (is there such thing?)

because i hate to lose control of myself and do foolish things.

i hate making mistakes yet i keep doing it.

que sera, sera,,,, really? how can you forget it?

and forgive.. yes i can forgive others but not myself.

what i can do for the time being is asking for forgiveness.....

CAN YOU FORGIVE ME ? 

(*o*)

Apabila Aku Mengutuk Kaum Sejenis..

Assalam,,,, 

kalau aku buat entri dalam bahasa ibunda ni.. mesti pasal benda merepek.

memang nak merepek pun,,, membebel.

tension tengok sesetengah perempuan.

Muslim 

buat status fb macam2

mengadu sana-sini

menggedik sana sini

well... i'm not telling you that i'm perfect

kadang-kadang aku pun menggedik jugak

cuma waktu aku tulis entri ni, aku kurang gedik sikit

ye, sikiiiit

bab mengadu memang tak boleh blah

demam sikit, buat status

sedih, buat status

kalau tulis ayat-ayat hikmah takpe lah jugak

some words yang make u stronger

ni nak tagih simpati orang buat apa?

simpati orang tu lah yang akan melemahkan kita

tahu tak!

kalau yang single, takde partner,
tak payah lah buat status lonely bagai
"nak someone" lah
"nak kahwin" lah
ada yang lagi best
promote diri sendiri
gila la weyh

pasal gambar

takyah cakap laaa

seronok sangat tunjuk aurat kat orang?

semalam aku "ter"tengok gambar-gambar yang orang komen

thanks to mr mark for creating the ticker box *yes i am a stalker

sexaaaay gila

walaupun muka comel putih bagai

tapi perlu ke tunjuk?

what you want to gain by showing off your beauty?

a life partner ?

helloooo 

jodoh dah ditakdirkan

ko tunjuk semua aset ko, tapi kalau dia bukan jodoh ko, takkan kahwin jugak...

so siapa yang rugi?

yang bertudung pulak

tak payah lah posing macam model

yes korang cantik

tapi kalau letak gambar hanya untuk tunjuk korang pakai baju apa..

tak payah lah

kalau sekali-sekala, it's fine by me

tapi kalau selalu....

you are making me sick

ini tak kira yang buat mulut itik dengan mata anak anjing
yes i call that kind of eye "puppy eyes"

i'm just giving my point of view as as lady

what i think of you

orang lain mungkin boleh terima 

lagi-lagi lelaki

seronok lah diorang nak cuci mata

everybody makes mistakes
tapi kita boleh berubah

lets raise our values

tapi,,,, kalau kamu-kamu ini
rasa apa yang kamu-kamu buat
ok... tak salah....
terserah
itu hak kamu-kamu

(^o^)

Wassalam,,,

A TEST BY GOD

Assalamualaikum,,,,,

i changed the theme of my blog so that it matched with my feeling nowadays. it is gloomy and not as bright as before. this is something that always lies deep in my heart. the negative aura and sadness...

yes it is true, everybody had been given tests by God to prove our faith toward Him... and when we managed to overcome the obstacles, we will become a better person. may God bless,,,

this heavy burden i had carried throughout the years started to become unbearable for me. my life had been greatly affected by it. suddenly i had to be the protector and at the same time, i become the bad person too. sometimes i need someone to cheer me up but i always know that God is always beside me. i just can feel it...

we cannot get everything we want in this world... so just put a big smile and enjoy the life until the last breath.

sometimes i feel proud of myself for getting this hard test from God. well,,,, i'm the lucky girl~

i hope that i can keep my faith forever. gaining success in this life and hereafter... Insya'llah..

Wassalam,,,,

APA JADI KALAU WIFI RUMAH KU KENA POTONG

Assamualaikum,,,

tengok tajuk pun da tahu entry ni berkisar pasal apa. 

well,,, baru-baru ni wifi rumah kena potong = tak boleh online kat rumah

nak keluar, sahabat dah sambung study

so...

kena tukar cara hidup aku

daily lifestyle

dan secara tak sengaja, aku teramalkan cara hidup waktu sekolah menengah dulu 

baca novel english,,,

dan

layan komik jepun

yang cintan-cintun

waaaaw !

childish~ eish3

(ihsan encik google)

best,,,, tak panjang sangat.... ad lukis2,,, visual!

tapi,,, sekarang dah ada wifi. adakah patut aku meninggalkan zaman kanak-kanakku ?

selamat tinggal ~ ~ ~

nanti kalau wifi kena potong lagi,, aku layan korang ok ?

ARNAB,,,

Assalamualaikum,,,

pagi tadi, aku buat menda yang jarang aku buat,,,

melepaskan arnab2 aku berkeliaran sekeliling rumah.

kenapa aku jarang buat kerja ni? ........ malas~

arnab-arnabku pun bermain dengan riang rianya,,, lepas tu ak rasa nak khianat diorang,

apa yang aku buat?

emmmm,,,,, tak la khianat sangat. main2 jaa~ malas nak guard 2 ekor ney. terloncat-loncat merata. penat aku ikut diorang. tapi,, rupa-rupanya dia boleh loncat keluar jugak. ceyt..

okay,,, sekarang aku nak introduce arnab-arnabku ! 

comel nye~ ni jantan, nama dia Popo.. baka angora. alaaaa,,, arnab kapel tu. manja kot,,

yang betina baka new zealand bred. kecik lagi... susah gila nak tangkap pic dia. last2,,

ha,,, dia da berhenti meloncat sebab nak melantak. nama dia Mimi,,,

p/s : jangan komen nama diorang. bukan aku yang pilih. (^^,)

kenapa baka lain2? sebab,, kat petshop ada ni jek. kalau sama jenis pun sama jantina,, haish!

jeles gila tengok arnab ni. diorang romantik,,, bukan macam kucing, duduk asing2 hujung sangkar.

arnab ni,, kalau aku bagi 2 carrot, diorang akan berebut carrot yang sama.
kalau aku lepas kat tempat yang luas pun diorang akan kapel jugak. tak percaya?

tengok !!!
sabo je lah.

Wassalam,,,

UGLY

Assalamualaikum,,,, 

i just want to write an entry. and i choose something that is always in my mind.

ugly

have you ever watched yourself in the mirror and saw yourself as ugly?

if never

congratulations! you have a high self esteem. 

seriously, never?

as for me, i encountered this feeling a lot of time, trillion of time.

and it didn't feel good

your self esteem will fall

and you will feel worthless

well,,, lady will always be like that

we depend on our emotions

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but hey!

have you ever watched yourself in the mirror and saw yourself as....

beautiful/handsome

cute

sweet 

charming

have some aura (waaaah)

?

if never, start doing that!

you must have that feeling

that is how you appreciate yourself

only you (and God) knows yourself the most

some beauty that lies inside you, cannot be seen by others

just smile to the world 

and spread the love~ ~

errr,,,,,,,

yes, spread the love

and think out of the box

not like this adorable kitty

Maru,,, so cute. (^o^)

Wassalam,,,,, :-)

TWINSCRAFTLIFE'S 2ND LUCKY DRAW !

Assalamualaikum,,

Ahnyounghasaeyo~ 

i am entering a lucky draw held by twinscraftlife  (^o^)

clik the banner above to read more details about the lucky draw.... click2!

twinscraftlife is an online shopping blog that sells cute handmade stuffs such as bags, bookmarks,, key holder, handphone straps and etc. you got to check it out ! very cute stuffs~ 

i already bought some of it's stuffs ! and believe me, they are worth it. (^^,) 

okay,,, back to the point. this lucky draw is open to anybody who have blog@blogss.

 so anybody who do not have a blog, make it now!

this lucky draw starts on 1 August 2011 and will end on 14 August 2011. 

so hurry! 

 i also need to tag 2 other blogger.

so i choose you! 

Cik Lyndaz

and 

Cik Tulip

all the best girls !

jeng....jeng,,,,,,

Wassalam~ ~ ~ 

kisah RAMADHAN 2011 (1)

Assalamualaikum,,,,

izinkanlah saya melalut malam2 ni..

begini ceritanya....

lepas terawih tadi aku balik rumah naik kereta berjenama @#$%^%$# yang baru dibeli beberapa hari yang lalu. second hand jek. siapa punya ntah,,, tengah riak naik kereta 'baru' tu, tiba-tiba terdengar bunyi pelik dan lepas langgar bonggol dengan selambanya,

 BOOM!

kuat gila bunyi dia siott,,,

drebar dia cakap, "tayar pecah la,,,"

so, dia berhentikan kereta tu dan check. aku pun keluar sekali check. rupa-rupanya,,,,

ekzos jatuh! ngaaaaaa~

silap tak bawak camera,, (^.^") kalau tak, boleh letak kat entry ni.

ntah macam mana drebar dya adjust, kitorang pun dapat meneruskan perjalanan dengan aman bahagia semula.

pengajarannya :
  1) jangan beli keta 2nd hand
  2) kalau nak beli, sentiasa berjaga2 kot2 akan terjadinya kes macam cerita ak ney.
  3) slow2 sikit kalau nak lalu bonggol *penting !
  4) jangan riak bila naik kereta berjenama #$%@$^^&

Wassalam,,,,,

KAMPONG GIRL,,,

Assalamualaikum,,,

firstly, i want to apologise for anybody who has read my previous blog called "BEBELAN!" it is a rubbish indeed but for me, it is one of the best entry i made. hey it's funny right! :")
why?
i don't know... but i will never get tired reading it again and again... it's a pleasant side of me.

okay,, back to the point.
i had a fun experience today. as you all know, Malaysia is having a fruit season now. so, i went into my grandmother's house, to the village, to have some fresh fruits. i got to taste some rambutan,
dokong (is the spelling right?) and mangosteen. *sikit je pun jgn r nak peghak~

what excited me the most is...........................
climbing the wooden stairs (is it called stairs?)..... to reach to fruits that are high on the tree.
 i doubted the strength of the stair. seriously! it's made from wood, not metal. but thank God, i'm still alive~

i can't put the picture of me plucking the fruit while climbing on the stair.. it is too extreme and can cause you to have a nightmare.

what a lame excuse!
it's okay, i got the picture of the fruits!

ouh silap2,,,

yeay! fresh from the tree~ ~ ~ yum2

Wassalam~ (^o^)

BEBELAN !

Assalamualaikum,,,,,

da lama tak buat entri dalam bahasa ibundaku.,,, (^^,)
 so, entri kali ini pasal apa?
nampak tajuk atas tu? besaaaaaaaq punya~~
aku nak membebel sebab tak puas hati.
bukan hal besar pun,, tapi well,, aku kan lady,, lady selalu ambil berat hal yang remeh temeh...
aku bengang sebab ada orang tak reply message ak. *gedik

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jap2...
dia dah reply.

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tak jadi nak membebel la.
~ ~ ~ ~
sori la kalau ada yang terbuang masa baca entri ni. takpe2 ak letak pic comel.

 apekah??

wassalam,,,

Friendships

Assalam,,,,

i just realized that i have a lot of friends.. good friends... buddies... so i google for some images... to show my appreciation toward them...toward you...

a good friend must be a good listener... i'll try to be one

buddies must always be there for each others.... i'm always there for you

we're fated to be friends,,, that's why our path crosses

it's fine to have a lot of besties because each of you are special...

we will find comfort in each other... (^.^)

Something to write 2

Assalamulaikum,,,,,

my blog, i'm sorry 4 neglecting you for aproximately a month. this post has been made due to a request from a friend.  
 Lyndaz Det - she has becoming a pro in this blogging stuff. bravo!

and me, doing this just for fun,, it's hard for me to be open to others. i need to learn more!

i just quit my job as a waitress... why? maybe because i'm such a cry baby,, but i'm grateful for the experience that i got. it's priceless,, (^o^)

okay i got a new ideas for my new post. so this means that i have to end this post.

Wassalam,,,

BTN ??

Assalamualaikum,,,,

i just got back from btn-stands for 'biro tatanegara'.

before i joined this program, i read a blog about it and honestly the entry gave 90% bad impression about btn. so,,, i went there with negative perception about btn.

after i finished the course, all the negative energy died,,, why?

1)  95% of the trainees there are all my pre-med friends. yeay! i really had a great time with them. :-)
2)  the btn camp got plenty of water for domestic use. i had a bad experience during my national service with water issues. my friends and i had to save the water for more important use rather than taking a bath as often as we could. so, imagine our smells... (not good). in btn camp, i can't resist cooling down myself by taking a bath every time i saw the water tank. and i did. a lot of time. what a bliss!
3)  the most important part is i got a lot of knowledge from this camp. learning how to think out of the box for prolonging benefits.

i have to admit that they successfully able to brainwash me. it is not a bad thing,,, i guess.

but, being in the outside world once again, it showed you the reality....

how to survive in the outside world? how to save your faith, your families and your country? 

what will happen to the our next generation? 

why everybody keep fighting when they are from the same root, living in the same country?

it is hard to find the real answers.

but for now, i just can say that,,,,,,

i am proud to be a Malaysian.

Work Experience 1

Assalamualaikum,,,,

Tonight, I was working as usual as a waitress in a restaurant. there are a lot of customers. all of them are chinese people. then, i saw an indian family looking through the menu in the restaurant. i assumed that they are malaysian but i realized that they are not when they cannot speak in bahasa. they dressed very modestly and i can see that they are trying to save their budget by not ordering any drink. they seem anxious in a place that is strange to them. i felt a tinge of sympathy toward them.

i felt that they got a high pride toward themselves. this is the thing that makes them so special in my eyes.

their daughter can speak well in english, a lot better that me. the father is very respectful and he gave some tips that can be considered high in values, more than other well-dressed customers. his effort to give the tips is admiring. he is very polite too.

working in a restaurant is very interesting. (^^,)





    

RAPID BUS,,,

Assalamualaikum,,,,

i had a 1 hour ride on the Rapid bus last friday,,, standing all the time!

i chose to stand because i wanted to view the outside panorama more clearly. although it was quite tiring, i had so much fun! (^.^")

i snapped some pictures on the road,,,,

and this,,,,

nice tree,,,

i snapped this when the door was open.. typical outside

Penang's stonehedge?  :)

another view of it, brighter... (i don't need to put this actually)   (@@,)

an abandoned building... nice but i think that it is a waste to let this building damaged like this. :(

mystery girl,,,,, hehehehehehehehe