BTN ??

Assalamualaikum,,,,

i just got back from btn-stands for 'biro tatanegara'.

before i joined this program, i read a blog about it and honestly the entry gave 90% bad impression about btn. so,,, i went there with negative perception about btn.

after i finished the course, all the negative energy died,,, why?

1)  95% of the trainees there are all my pre-med friends. yeay! i really had a great time with them. :-)
2)  the btn camp got plenty of water for domestic use. i had a bad experience during my national service with water issues. my friends and i had to save the water for more important use rather than taking a bath as often as we could. so, imagine our smells... (not good). in btn camp, i can't resist cooling down myself by taking a bath every time i saw the water tank. and i did. a lot of time. what a bliss!
3)  the most important part is i got a lot of knowledge from this camp. learning how to think out of the box for prolonging benefits.

i have to admit that they successfully able to brainwash me. it is not a bad thing,,, i guess.

but, being in the outside world once again, it showed you the reality....

how to survive in the outside world? how to save your faith, your families and your country? 

what will happen to the our next generation? 

why everybody keep fighting when they are from the same root, living in the same country?

it is hard to find the real answers.

but for now, i just can say that,,,,,,

i am proud to be a Malaysian.

Work Experience 1

Assalamualaikum,,,,

Tonight, I was working as usual as a waitress in a restaurant. there are a lot of customers. all of them are chinese people. then, i saw an indian family looking through the menu in the restaurant. i assumed that they are malaysian but i realized that they are not when they cannot speak in bahasa. they dressed very modestly and i can see that they are trying to save their budget by not ordering any drink. they seem anxious in a place that is strange to them. i felt a tinge of sympathy toward them.

i felt that they got a high pride toward themselves. this is the thing that makes them so special in my eyes.

their daughter can speak well in english, a lot better that me. the father is very respectful and he gave some tips that can be considered high in values, more than other well-dressed customers. his effort to give the tips is admiring. he is very polite too.

working in a restaurant is very interesting. (^^,)