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Assalamualaikum,,,

brother, i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u i really really really really really miss u soo much.
betul cakap orang, bila dah kehilangan baru nak hargai.
dulu layan macam nak tak nak je
i treat u awfully, i have to admit,
thank God, the event, what we need to go through together make us stronger and started to rely on each other,
betul la semua yang terjadi ada hikmahnya. kita hanya perlu mengambil waktu untuk berfikir, bukan melatah.
growing up making us matured enough to know what is right or wrong, and stick to our principal
you are making me proud... until now... and forever..
mom really misses you, u knew that right? that she loves you more than me
it's fine by me, u really deserve her love and care

i'm not a perfect person,
i have flaws, a lot of them. that sometimes i am ashamed of myself, of my mistakes.
i am ashamed to face Allah because my sins is too much for me to bear,
keep praying to be a better person than who i am now,
and be a faithful and thankful creation of Him,
ya Allah,,,, please forgive all the sins of my past and future,
please open my heart for You, please open my heart to work hard for obtaining Your love and mercy,
ya Allah,,, only You know the darkness in my heart, please give it Your guidance,
please forgive my ugly heart.... please forgive me ya Allah...
ameen ya Rabbal 'alameen......

i have to always remember, that this dunya will be over in the blink of eyes.
i have to remind myself not to be blinded by it's artificial beauty.

oh brother,,,,,, may Allah take care of you wherever you are,
please be patient, we will join you
soon...

may us be among the soleheen and mujahideen..
ameen ya Rabbal 'alameen...