Some Things Aren't Mean to be Used as Jokes..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t...........

Glad I'm making an effort to blog. :)

I had a problem before, or actually, still now. But I already find it's solution.

I like someone. He is a good person. Then I kinda tell everyone about it. I tend to speak about stuff confidently although it is not necessary true. Hmm... I should fix that bad habit. I just want things to be exciting, something interesting to talk about. Things are getting interesting, yes.  But I think I already went overboard.

Then, just now, a friend of mine ask me. If I really like him, don't I wanna do something about that? any action taken? Can I bear losing him because I did nothing?

Then it struck me.

Am I really serious about this? Will I be willing to take the next step of my life......... with him?

This feeling towards him, unfortunately, part of it is because it is interesting to like him, to discuss about this with my friend. I'm afraid that it's not pure attraction.

sigh.

Still, the pounding of my heart can't lie. The blushing on my cheeks does shows. And my wide smile......... it is something I can't hide.

Liking you, Mr, is something that I am grateful of.

Thank you. :)